There is no truth in Forever (you Lied) poem

Fustration , anger, pain will my life ever be the same.
You changed you did not except me for me.
I'm still hear inside this new shell i posses you only need
too look inside too still see me.
You refused me said I was as big as a large tree. When you
wraped your arms around me you said it was like huging a log.
Your words cut me like a well sharpened knife.
Words from you i did not expect to ever hear. The one man on this
planet who I thought I could trust. You said you would never hurt me
Never humiliate me. But your words and actions these days do.
I tryed to stay the same as you remembered me . The high school girl
I was. Sorry it was not possible. Dam here I go again apoligizing to you
for just being me. Dam sometimes I truly hate you but then again I don't
I love you so much my pain overwelms me with the acid of the pasion of
what was our love now withered tainted in agony.
I wish you could see what I see you are not that different than me. Your
older now bald and wrinkeled but I still see the wonderful guy from school
who loved me. Not all the flaws of old age just you the inner you i still love.
I would take you back in a heart beat if I let my heart rule my world.
But I have to let my head rule it is more trustworthy. As you can only bring
me unrelentless pain over and over again.
The me that was is still here locked up inside of this new shell that is me
PLEASE JUST SEE ME.