Men some of them i could do with out (plain blog of my day)

Well it is  6 days sense i last spoke to my suposid boyfriend.
Yep that is right my boyfriend is again missing in action he has
just
not called for  days. Guess i am just what we here men call us. A
botty call as he seems to only come over late at night. Stay
get what he wants and he is off in the morning to run his lovely
life. I have yet to meet any of his friends or his family. I have not
been to his home as he says the feds are watching him .As he is
a lisenced mary j grower for the state, yep its legal here were i live
so he comes over to my house. Before we had sex he called every
day sometimes 4-5 times a day. He was egar to chat with me on his
 breaks,
his lunch and after he got off work. Then after sex he just calls when he
wants . And if i call him he blows it off like it is so not a big deal. Yea
to him maybe!. Me im confused and hurt and frankly getting pissed
off. Thier are many more fish in the sea .And I can go looking again
and i just may do that. I keep thinking about calling him but why
should i ?. He maid me think i was beautifull and special and i trusted
him that we were going to work on a relationship .And now he has
flaked on me. Somedays i really hate men. August 6th 2013 11:48pm
signing off from my ever changing life.